Fractional Co2 Laser Day 263

Midnight 3.30 am, I am unable to sleep because of missing someone that I have met just a few minutes few years ago. I have never thought that I would miss that person. I want to contact that person, but I found no reason since we were not really friends and we are far apart. Anyone could give me advice? Instead of wasting time toss and turn in bed, I come here to scribble. Fractional Co2 Laser Day 263, after four times of Co2 Laser treatment, a few times of Dermaroller and 10%/30% Salicylic Acid Peel at home, I am really not sure that whether my pores on nose have improved or not because the pores are still very obvious to the naked eyes. Am I doing the treatments at home wrongly? Will those pores be healed? Can the unevenness of my skin surface be reduced? Is there hope? Enlarged pores and uneven surface have caused me a lot of problems. The pores and uneven surface will look more prominent when I put make up on. I have low self-confidence. I feel sad and embarrassed especially when people look on my skin and question my skin. I want it to be healed as soon as possible. I did a quick research just now and someone said that her orange peel/enlarged pores skin is healed in just five days by using raw honey, emu oil, Cerave AM (oily area) and Ceractive by Cellceuticals (dried area). I think I should not just rely on just Dermaroller and Salicylic Acid. I should not just focus on exfoliation. I have been forgotten about skin care products that could repair and retain the moisture content of my skin. I have to keep my skin moist and hydrated. Someone gave me a bottle of coconut oil and I shall include it plus raw honey and aloe Vera in my skin care routine. I have no intention of buying emu oil or any other skin care product yet; going for natural skin remedies. Wish me luck.
Fractional Co2 Laser Day 263